prairiedaun

Had a dream where I had been adopted by this other family, and then transferred over to a different family at 16. All the while I was trying to get back to mom and dad (not sure how I knew they were mom and dad, or why dad was even alive in this dream, but there you go). I remember being so angry at my new parents for taking me out of French Immersion- we were living out on the farm or something. I remember shouting something like "this is who I am," and then running away to Winnipeg to try and find moma and dad. I found them and just launched myself at dad, not wanting to let go.

When I woke up, I realized that I kicked my floor lamp onto my bed. Not sure how exactly.

So. The day started off strange.

I took a shower and found half of a Honey I Washed the Kids bar that I think Shannon brought me the last time she went out west, so that was a nice thing. Did more knitting, and mom said that she really liked the scarf. Yaye!

Front page of the Free Press today is full of pictures of animals needing to be adopted from the human society. So, so tempted to get another kitty, but I thought of Grimalken, and how she gets jealous and mad (and passive aggressive) with me when I spend more time wit mom than her. I cringe at what she'd do with anothe cat/kitten in the house.

For j_daffodil:

Another fucked up dream: I was trying to save all sorts of different tropical fish by rescuing them from a tank and keeping them in sepatate baking receptacles until help could arrive. I remember being distraught that a bunch of fish dies because someone threw a handtowel into the already shallow cookie shet, and it absorbed most of the water. Ugh. I need to stop drinking so much tea, and just go to bed earlier.

I had a horrible nightmare involving the wendigo, a hotel, the song "Wild" by Poe and my highschool reunion.

That was terrifying.

Fell asleep sometime around 5:30 and just forced myself awake from the worst nightmare in a while. Involving Nik and hired killers, and the whole thing was just...gah. I woke up tense, and my muscles are sore from the dream. That hasn't happened in a while.

So disappointed. Was having a dream that I was about to be introduced to Nik at some fancy shindig, and then Dr. MacKinnon dragged me aside to talk about something related to the project, and when I finally turned back, Nik was turning around to talk to me, and then I woke up.

Phooey.