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I think part of my reluctance to going out and trying to find someone is my fear of getting steved.
I mean, really. Look at the three guys I really heavily crushed on at school. They all started dating really good friends of mine (and yes. I was a bit jealous, but mostly just really, really happy for you guys). Then they start dicking them around, and it just ends badly.
I think among my good friends (that I see every day) there are only 3 or 4 good, healthy relationships. Everyone else is constantly getting steved.
So, why would I want to put myself through that? I make myself miserable enough, thank you very much. I don't need anyone else playing with my emotions.
/half drunk thoughts on my current sate of affairs (or lack thereof.)
I mean, really. Look at the three guys I really heavily crushed on at school. They all started dating really good friends of mine (and yes. I was a bit jealous, but mostly just really, really happy for you guys). Then they start dicking them around, and it just ends badly.
I think among my good friends (that I see every day) there are only 3 or 4 good, healthy relationships. Everyone else is constantly getting steved.
So, why would I want to put myself through that? I make myself miserable enough, thank you very much. I don't need anyone else playing with my emotions.
/half drunk thoughts on my current sate of affairs (or lack thereof.)
