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[prairiedaun]

So, I had an emotional breakdown in the car today. The lack of sleep, lack of eating, stress from not knowing what is happening with my Old English classes and the possibility of having to find a new course to take this term combined with a discussion of my dad's death took me right to the edge. Driving past the hospital where he died pretty much did me in.

I feel better now though (if emotionally exhausted), due to pizza and Linkin Park on the radio. Nothing beats Linkin Park while having a breakdown. Especially "In the End"- it's the right mixture of screaming at the world and feeling sorry for yourself.

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[j-daffodil.livejournal.com]

OMG. Supersize hugs... <3<3<3<3<3<3

[prairiedaun.livejournal.com]

Thanks dear. *hugs tight*

[queensugar.livejournal.com]

*hugs* sweetie... I hope you get a chance to have a breather from the stress soon.

[prairiedaun.livejournal.com]

Probably not until spring break (if even then). It's a poor way to start off the new term. I'm determined to have everything under control again by Monday.

I think the first step is to stop trying to read House of Leaves. I've only really started reading it tonight and already it's fucking with my head. I'm going to send it back to the library tomorrow.

[cynderellie.livejournal.com]

huge hugs
I'm sorry you had such a bad time... I'm glad you are doing a bit better... XOXOXO

[prairiedaun.livejournal.com]

*hugs back* Thanks dearie. Feeling better today, but I still need more sleep.

[nyxnymph.livejournal.com]

I hope you feel much better by the weekend : )

<3